Stress and Frustration
July 14, 2010I attempted a pretty big life-changing move a few weeks ago. I’m pretty sure I failed. However I don’t know that for certain and the stress over waiting is damn near driving me insane. I just want to know one way or another. If I did indeed fail, if I am doomed to be a “secretary” for the next 50 years then I like to know so that I can spend a day (or two) wallowing in self pity and crying into a big tub of ice cream. If I didn’t fail, then damn, tell me already! I thought I did well, I worked so hard. I wanted it with every fiber of my being. I prayed for days (still am, on the very off chance that I didn’t fail). Every day that passes solidifies my belief that I failed, but since no one is allowed to (or has the balls to? I’m not quite sure which) to tell me what the decision was, I instead sit here, a big giant stress ball waiting for the phone to ring, or not…
Awww, that sucks Sara!! They always take their sweet ol time when it’s just plain killing you to know!! I’ll say a prayer for you too (and I’m not really that religious)LOL